Dear Santa, I am in demand for a basket of love, at this point in my life even an elf would do.

Honestly.. I just want someone who will not hurt me like all the others

I want someone who likes me for me. flaws and all.
Someone who can see me acting like a idiot, and proudly say "that's my girl"
Cause even though I have flaws that some can't see past, behind them is a great person.
everyone has flaws though nothing can start out perfect, it accepting the flaws that makes it perfect.

I know, I am on the weird side, and ask a lot of question. I also know I am insecure and unsure of me self most of the time and need reassurance to keep going. Maybe you would be insecure too if all men treated you the same in the end. Like Shit. Sometimes I don't see myself as the great person others see me as. maybe if you spent have your life being teased you might find it hard to accept what a great person you have become. I try though. Compliments make me feel awkward sometimes because I am not used to them. Or they just end up being lies.

But I am also kind, and caring. I would put my friends and family before myself anyday just to make them happy. Heck I would put animals before myself. I am loyal to, When my friends tell me something in confidence I will not tell anyone I don't. I have also never cheated on a boyfriend because it goes ageist my morals. I am also a smart person and some may think only book smart because sometimes i say dumb things, but my decisions are usually smart too like my reasoning for not drinking and smoking. I honestly don't care of other people do this but I just don't want to. I am also a creative gal if you know what I mean ;]... lol I love art and know thats what I want to do with life. I may not be the best but It is what I enjoy and I don't suck at it. theirs lots of other things i could mention but I don't want to be a narcissistic lol. Also I should get to bed.. well back to bed since I went to sleep at seven and woke up at twelve.


If you are this kind of person, or know of one. Introduced me. lol


Night/Morning.